i'm just a little bit caught in the middle.
it's simple , yet no body knows it .
mm, school's taking its toll on me. assignments left right and center. tutoring every other day of the week. church and driving lessons are the only times of the week i actually look forward to . but then i know that once it ends for that day, ill just be back to putting off work i really need to do , paying attention to things i should be ignoring .
its funny cos there's always some time of the month when i just say to myself 'get past friday, everything will be fine if you just last till friday' , like this week , i have two major essays due , but both of them don't count, and yet i waste hours on end stressing over them , and not enough hours on end actually completing them .
i need motivation.
but i do have some things to look forward to , like seeing wicked in two weeks, along with rice rally , which i've waited a whole year for :) and friends make me laugh constantly , makes me worried that when high school ends maybe those moments were you just laugh at anything and everything won't come by as often . but i hope that side of us never leaves :)
me and my grandpa when i was young . i don't remember it , yet here's living proof of it :) im glad photos last longer than our memories .
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